🏳️⚧️WHAT IS IT LIKE TO BE ON HORMONES🏳️⚧️ There is a lot of misinformation about it. For some reason, I see a lot of transgender girls glorify it. Make it seem magical. I heard bizar things. Seeing more colors, getting monthly cramps... (sigh),... honestly, it is really not that special... atleast, not for a very long time.... Hormone replacement therapy takes time. A lot of time. It will take months, if not years, to see change, and it is hard to notice because it goes so slow. When you get your first Testosteron blocker you will feel a little bit calmer. After a couple of days, you will not wake up with an erection. But besides that, there isn't much that will change. Slowly, your libido will go down and your desire for spontanious sex slowly goes away. Instead, getting turned on will require more context, foreplay, and you putting effort into getting turned on. Honestly, this felt very liberating to me. I didn't feel like a slave to my peepee any longer haha. I can still get wildly turned on of course, but... it requires more work. Because taking this step is such a mental big step in someones life, they often start to over compensate femininity wise. (Guilty!!) Everything must be pink and cute. You want the hormones to work faster, so you start to pay a lot of money into feminin beauty treatments. Nails, eyelashes, skin care... At the same time, for a long time, probably for the first 2 years, you will not feel very good about yourself. You realize you don't pass as a women and you don't pass as a guy either. You are lost in the in between. You worry what people think of you, and every time someone sees a guy in you, your confidence gets a big hit. On top of that, slowly, you will start to feel more emotional. In the beginning, you will not really understand what this means or what it is like. This will be very subtle and it will be part of who you are and how you act. So to you, for a very long time, it will look like you didn't change mentally. But the truth is, you are a lot more sensitive than you can imagen. You will cry faster and more. Sometimes you will cry and you don't really know whatfor. In a way, I really love this sensitivity. I feel like with all of these emotions, i feel more alive. I know men are not emotionless, but as a trans girl on HRT, your emotions are a lot more enhanced. Slowly, you will feel that your skin is softer. Your hairs get thinner and your chest starts to hurt near your nipples. Your body starts to change... And after a year or 2 you will learn to deal with being more emotional. You slowly start to pass better and better as a girl. Your confidence gets completly destroyed at the beginning of your transition, but eventually, you will rebuild a new confidence, a feminin confidence in yourself. You will learn to accept and love the real and new you. You start to notice that guys can make you shy. A guy that smiles at you can be seen as cute and you can kinda start imagening yourself being in a relationship with one. Everything changes. Not better, its just different.... I'm still changing, but I am already happy with the women I have become. It is an exciting, but very very hard journey. And my biggest biggest warning is... If you do get emotional for the first time, you will not notice in the moment that what you are feeling, is so much more intense than what you have ever felt before. When something bad happens to you, it can feel as if the world is ending. Please be mindfull and aware that this feeling will pass. These are the emotions that you are still needing to get used to. Eventually, you will learn how to deal with them. Don't make reckless descisions when you are emotional. I love you all P.S. Look at my hot boobies!
